SimSandwich
SimSandwich
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Streams with sparks
I’ve always been a renter in this place .
#alcohol #god #jesus #depression #sad #sadness #alone #nineinchnails #bulimianervosa
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Видео

Leave it all behind
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Leave it all behind
A-gain and again and again
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Trapped like sardines in a tin cage of infinite loops. Nearly brain dead . #alcohol #alcoholic #christ #fasting #god #jesus #jesuschrist #art #depression #sad #fat #obese #loser
Trapped in the loop = zeros and ones
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#god #jesus #jesuschrist #christ #fasting #art #artists #bulimie #alcohol #alcoholic #foodaddict #addiction #strangevideos #weirdvideos
Breaking a 7 day water fast . OMAD From here on out .
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Fasting for 40 days kicked off with a 7 day water fast and will be converting to a 900 calorie OMAD fast for the second week . #god #fasting #waterfast #waterfasting #jesus #jesuschrist #omad #christ #nofapmotivation #40daysoffasting
40 day fat fasting -day 3
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#god #art #artists #code #fatloss #fasting #fastingprayer #fastingjourney #fastingchallenge #40daysoffasting #40days #jesus #jesuschrist #jesuschristcomingsoon #jesuslovesyou #christ #christianity #lent #bulimie
Into you I am
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I finally get Jesus . My ego is no longer in control. #art #artists #artwork #code #depression #emptiness #god #hope #jesus #jesuschrist #jesuschristcomingsoon #christianity #christian #christ #religion #religious #faith #faithjourney #faithingod
Intermission
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Intermission
Fin .
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So long and thanks for all the fish …………… #depression #emptiness #god #hope #matrix #simulation #code #art #artwork #artists #creepy
The Deadvine portal
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Song - codex Band - Radiohead . This is one of the last videos in this format that I’ll be making. I do hope out of all the insanity and strangeness, you’ve enjoyed seeing the world through my eyes with me ❤️ . . . #depression #emptiness #god #radiohead #codex #thomyorke #loneliness #mentalhealth #simulation #matrix #fall #autumn #hope #strange #wierd #beautiful #spiritual #spirituality #spirit...
A video I made a while back but didn’t post ..Cringey Christian madness
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When the broken record sounds like Christian’s constantly telling you to turn to Jesus and you do and try over and over and over with zero results which is the definition of madness… you try and relate said madness in a RUclips video . #depression #emptiness #god #heaven #church #help #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness
The simulated paradox of hope
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The simulated paradox of hope
Zophar the Dragon and the colours of death
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Zophar the Dragon and the colours of death
Wood
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Wood
Spooky 23 🤷‍♂️ 🧠 💀
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Spooky 23 🤷‍♂️ 🧠 💀
Count down
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Count down
Slip&Slide
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Slip&Slide
Simsimalaabim
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Simsimalaabim
Begotten
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Begotten
Previously owned .
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Previously owned .
Dusty rain man
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Dusty rain man
Not in this life
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Not in this life
Rivers
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Rivers
Turtle vs rabbit
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Turtle vs rabbit
Wave of the future
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Wave of the future
Babble
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Babble
Reincarnival 🎪 👼
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Reincarnival 🎪 👼
In the afterlife of perpetual autumn please and thanks
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In the afterlife of perpetual autumn please and thanks
Elv Dødvin
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Elv Dødvin
Rage delivers wrath
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Rage delivers wrath

Комментарии

  • @apparatus_official
    @apparatus_official 15 часов назад

    You sound as annoying as a protestent ...

  • @paulgullan9493
    @paulgullan9493 День назад

    You were on anti psychotics and hungover and you blame a DMT flashback, I think you are misdiagnosing DMT as he cause. DMT does not need negative propaganda, if it is going to save the planet and humanity as it could, should and hopefully will. Try doing DMT when you are not on anti psychotics and drunk and see if it was the route cause of your life being ruined.

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman День назад

      @@paulgullan9493 the point of the videos is to make that case to those who take meds . That’s my point . Don’t do Dmt if you have these issues and Dmt isn’t going to save the world 🌎 I’m not blaming only the Dmt , I’m making a warning ⚠️

  • @NeanderthalDogma
    @NeanderthalDogma День назад

    Quit tripping and taking drugs. One time is enough for a lifetime. People keep trying to go back for more, but they already got what they needed. They want more. That is greed and you will suffer for it. Quit touching the stuff. Move on. The chapter is suppose to change not remain the same.

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman День назад

      @@NeanderthalDogma yes . This video is now five and a half years old and life is better without them .

  • @thescytheman1710
    @thescytheman1710 3 дня назад

    ♾️💜♾️

  • @vapourousshades6349
    @vapourousshades6349 5 дней назад

    Just take some Risperdal you'll chill out

  • @vapourousshades6349
    @vapourousshades6349 5 дней назад

    Bro you schizo, you drink alcohol and you abuse sleeping pills but it's a panic attack caused by a DMT bad trip that ruined your life ? Come on, your life was already ruined, but as you say, ignorance is bliss I guess Seriously, listening to your story, DMT does not seem to be the main issue you have

  • @user-fi6tm6jm1k
    @user-fi6tm6jm1k 5 дней назад

    Another DMT trip is likely to close the door from what I’ve read from multiple people

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 5 дней назад

      Enough time has gone by now that I don’t need a 4th trip . Maybe one day .

  • @caitlinsnyder1979
    @caitlinsnyder1979 6 дней назад

    me last night after i took dmt for the first time 3 times i was laughing so much i wanted more and more it was amazing

  • @joebidet4913
    @joebidet4913 7 дней назад

    Your under psychosis, take breaks from dopamine for as long as you can

  • @CatboyChemicalSociety
    @CatboyChemicalSociety 10 дней назад

    I get the same symptoms but I think its a boon instead of a curse. After not using for months I still have oevs and intensely vivid dreams with insane time stretching 1 week to 1 hour. I assumed it's normal and I like this added flavor to life. Honestly these after effects can sometimes be more intense than the trips themselves especially when combined with a practice called sleep paralysis meditation.

  • @veronicarosado-sk3so
    @veronicarosado-sk3so 10 дней назад

    Dame un brake

  • @jackLoveX
    @jackLoveX 14 дней назад

    Seems like you're kindling your GABA receptors every time you continue to drink (each time is technically a withdrawal effect, which snowballs and compounds). The alcohol caused this. Stop drinking. You experienced delirium tremens.

  • @wherezmemallet4879
    @wherezmemallet4879 15 дней назад

    Looks fun..but i could never do DMT.

  • @srgoti8234
    @srgoti8234 16 дней назад

    Hope youre doing better man

  • @FahadMeteb
    @FahadMeteb 16 дней назад

    Have you read about Islam? You should

  • @robzombie4351
    @robzombie4351 16 дней назад

    Looks like you never broke through. Try again friend.

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 16 дней назад

      I tried with horrible results. I think my Dmt days are done

  • @sage1682
    @sage1682 17 дней назад

    If you're a bad person, psychedelics will let you know. My buddy was kinda a bad guy, smoked DMT and for what felt like an eternity was getting screamed at by a very angry lady made out of worms of different hues. Everything she was screaming at him were things he remembered saying to people, mean things. She was sitting on his knee, he closed his eyes and she was still there screaming at him.

  • @victoriahilton62
    @victoriahilton62 17 дней назад

    Omfg when you mentioned the movie mother! I swear I could relate. I never done dmt but I always get these nightmare where people just starts invading my house and it just get out of control and I loose my son in the middle of the chaos. That movie fucked me up! I was literally watching a nightmare I’ve been having for a long time. I’ve also had sleep paralysis really badly I’m so glad I found your videos about dmt because I was thinking about trying it for a while now. Dmt is been so glorified I didn’t even know it had bad lasting effects,I believe it bring you somewhere but I just think we are not ready to be exposed to it yet. Anyway thank you because you probably saved me from a lot of mental problems I didn’t know could happen after taking dmt. But when you mentioned that movie tho holy shit I can totally relate it took me a good week to get over it😅

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 17 дней назад

      Yeah every Dmt trip is subjective so I can’t say that you would have a bad trip or not . I have my own traumas and the Dmt was fine for the first two trips but the third flushed all my traumas out in the worst way so it’s really dependant on what you want the Dmt to do for you . Regardless, I’m glad my video was something you can relate to . It’s better knowing that we can share nightmares with others because then it’s not as frightening knowing we’re not alone 💜

  • @Naforbe
    @Naforbe 18 дней назад

    I can relate to all of his reactions. I think I know what he saw on a broad term. I hope he remembers it.

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 17 дней назад

      I remember most of it . This was six years ago now but segments of it are still very prevalent

  • @zoovie69
    @zoovie69 18 дней назад

    Dude get check out man these posts aren’t normal

    • @bree8253
      @bree8253 17 дней назад

      Can you describe your interpretation of normal ? He's very creative ...it's art He's expressing his personal inner conflict and journey

  • @BishopKam
    @BishopKam 20 дней назад

    I’ve been having constant Deja Vu . It seems never ending like it won’t end for me, I don’t feel like life is real or I’m even real

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 19 дней назад

      This too shall pass . It took a while but it did go away

    • @BishopKam
      @BishopKam 11 дней назад

      @@Simsandwichman the loop isn’t ending . I feel like I’m going crazy everyone thinks I’m crazy or I’m having seizers in my brain

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 10 дней назад

      @@BishopKam it lasted for a solid month for me . This too shall pass . The only advice I can give you is to surrender to it and learn from the experiences because it will definitely pass . If the intensity is exactly like little seizures then the hospital is your next destination and even after that I know it will pass for you friend !

  • @Mandance
    @Mandance 20 дней назад

    How you now bro?

  • @electropocalypse5877
    @electropocalypse5877 20 дней назад

    I'm not really into psycho-delics anymore. I tried shrooms (had some stupidly happy light trips, brighter colours), yet with extreme doses of that or (separately) with DMT I got low-dose visuals with extreme thoughts and negative feelings, typically about nefarious aliens. All these people who promote psychedelics never seem to express the dark side of it properly. DMT made my head, eyes and ears feel crackly (a crystal kind-of feeling). I had dizziness, mild confusion/loss of self, a feeling of fear/dread and cartoony-looking faint lines around everything lasting 2 or 3 minutes. I tried vaping 5 or 6 long rips and no intense visuals. I instead had more of a feeling that I was opening myself up to letting something akin to a parasite into my mind/soul. The more I think of it I may be lucky that I don't really trip, though I'm not sure why. I had unbelievable trauma in my earliest childhood up until 7 years. Dropping some molly tho in my youth gave me euphoria and more intense visual/colour/sensory distortions, however it was a bit like Alice in Wonderland. It was like a horror movie and everything was freaky, yet it made me extremely euphoric and laugh throughout the experience somehow. I looked in the mirror and I looked like a creature from I don't know what; somehow more twitchy, animated and surreal with pupils so large that nothing much else was there. I dunno why this is... I had horrific sleep paralysis as a kid and I have lifelong (functional) digestive/health issues that are chronic. This video is phenomenal because it warns people of what could happen and why many of us react very badly to these substances. We shouldn't try and push further because this can often only lead to things even more terrifying like this brave person shared. My advice is if you have any persisting health issues, past traumas or struggle with depression - stay away from substances and focus on health and mindfulness; building yourself up to good health/balance/well being. Finding beauty and inspiration in nature and real life has been my best medicine. Using substances to experience this further isn't a good thing in my personal view. In small doses (and with cannabis) it may have brought me great inspiration, joy and laughs however it overall caused me more harm than good, often at times without realizing it consciously. I side with Mr Mackey... Drugs are bad, mkay.

  • @ZeginMakesMusic
    @ZeginMakesMusic 20 дней назад

    Your fear is not DMT, it is fear itself.

  • @dggenetix
    @dggenetix 21 день назад

    It's really surprising that people can't tell this is fake..

  • @dggenetix
    @dggenetix 21 день назад

    I don't know if this is supposed to be satirical or what, but that was 100 percent a faked dmt trip.. Like I said if it was supposed to be a reenactment or satirical, still a pretty shitty job honestly.. I don't really understand what you were trying to do here but faking experiences is just strange. Wtf ?

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 21 день назад

      It’s really interesting to see these comments that think this was staged lol I don’t really know how to reply other than god bless .

    • @dggenetix
      @dggenetix 21 день назад

      @@Simsandwichman because it was staged, it's not even remotely close to what an actual DMT experience looks like, which you would know if you'd ever actually experienced it. But yea, God bless

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 21 день назад

      @@dggenetix lol yep god bless friend . Travel well .

    • @dggenetix
      @dggenetix 21 день назад

      Still, its a very strange thing to pretend to do, why would you do that? Genuinely curious. It's like you watched a bunch of actual trips and this is your best representation of all you have seen on the internet, except the lip quivering, that normally only happens with 5-meo-dmt, not nn-dmt, which I assume you were trying to reenact here.. So, somewhat close, I guess, mixed the two up a bit. I'm surprised more people can't see thru this

    • @dggenetix
      @dggenetix 21 день назад

      I just watched it again, it's so fake it literally hurts.. Seriously tho, is this satirical and I'm just not catching the joke?

  • @corneliousism
    @corneliousism 24 дня назад

    You sir need to do some shadow integration. Stop blaming the external world, get your ego in check, the amount of drugs you have done doesn’t amount to this knowledge you say you have. We all have to acknowledge our traumas at one point or another, and own them.

    • @corneliousism
      @corneliousism 24 дня назад

      I’m sure you would have worked that out by now given that it’s been three years.

  • @boredindahouse4818
    @boredindahouse4818 24 дня назад

    Why put a bad name on dmt when it had nothing to do with ur own bad choices

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 24 дня назад

      Yes . If I had blamed Dmt instead of my not taking the right steps , your comment would be valid 😉

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 24 дня назад

      But as you can see in both videos, I do not blame or bad name Dmt, I warn against doing it improperly.

    • @boredindahouse4818
      @boredindahouse4818 24 дня назад

      @@Simsandwichman the title is literally dmt ruined my life

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 24 дня назад

      @@boredindahouse4818 and then you want ch it to understand what I mean by it

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman 24 дня назад

      @@boredindahouse4818 but also …. Fair enough 😆 you got me on the title

  • @vivarantx
    @vivarantx 29 дней назад

    maybe someone put dmt in your drink 😂

  • @eNoOne3263
    @eNoOne3263 29 дней назад

    This trip leads to Hell guys, be aware of that... Christ is the only way, always been. There is no shortcut! "Get out of her my children"

  • @illsmackudown
    @illsmackudown Месяц назад

    Not for you. Educate yourselves before doing anything.

  • @mayonnaise9993
    @mayonnaise9993 Месяц назад

    Our brains probably produce DMT during sleep. The alcohol + double anti psychotic meds + waking up probably during REM = waking up with a surplus of DMT in the brain.

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman Месяц назад

      Yes it was definitely the result of a soup of poor choices I made . We live and we learn .

  • @razortongue9000
    @razortongue9000 Месяц назад

    I absolutely can't imagine someone feeling "after effects" from DMT... Must be different for everyone somehow even though it gets completely metabolized in minutes

  • @tulayakal8633
    @tulayakal8633 Месяц назад

    i didnt try dmt but understand what you are trying to tell. there are other dimensions and dmt and other psychedelics are very very dangerous. Try to listen Quran believe me it will help.

  • @CodyOGoins
    @CodyOGoins Месяц назад

    I've never tried DMT before. I'm way too scared to do it. I'm already dangling to what I perceive as reality as it is 🤣💀 I'm an "over thinker and overly aware" type individual. I'm afraid this will heighten that to the 1,000,000,000,000th power 👁👁🤣💀 I did always hear though that it is always best to take it in an open field or outside (in general). Like, in the middle of the woods, etc. They say you reduce the chances of a bad trip doing it outside.

  • @nathanyoung1947
    @nathanyoung1947 Месяц назад

    Donkey Kong??!

  • @nathanyoung1947
    @nathanyoung1947 Месяц назад

    Ill stay with weed or dabs. 💜 Cold turkey if i wanns get higher. Easy 😜

  • @victoriaholden6296
    @victoriaholden6296 Месяц назад

    So nice he has friends watching over him with care and love. That's the way to do it!

  • @macm3081
    @macm3081 Месяц назад

    Interesting but backgroound noise is annoying and distracting

  • @MatejUlrich-ej1uh
    @MatejUlrich-ej1uh Месяц назад

    Haw do yyou feel after 5 years?

    • @Simsandwichman
      @Simsandwichman Месяц назад

      Six years now . Life is hard on us all these days but the scary psychosis of the Dmt trip is gone but not forgotten.

  • @n8thal718
    @n8thal718 Месяц назад

    Not supose to take DMT if you are taking certain psych meds and have certain psychiatric history.

  • @Trevonski5
    @Trevonski5 Месяц назад

    How can I find DMT? I don’t want to travel out of the country though

  • @TBE_Mudd
    @TBE_Mudd Месяц назад

    never trying Dmt😭

  • @lstone3039
    @lstone3039 Месяц назад

    Are you gay?

  • @novakaya
    @novakaya Месяц назад

    Brother how are you now? Call out to the only sovereign cosmic authority over the demons who revealed themselves to you……. The King and Lord Jesus Christ. Ask him to come to you, heal you, deliver you, protect you. Even if you haven’t established a relationship with him yet, He’s there for you. All you have to do is call out with sincerity. Praying for you brother

  • @imondtitanic
    @imondtitanic Месяц назад

    everyone bashing on psychedelics and yet they drink and had done tons of drugs and worse of all combining antipsychotics with psychedelics ! and have the impudence to blame it on the latter knowing that is our only way out of this ignorance is bliss bullshit belief. Just cause everyone thinks they have seen or heard some stuff doesnt mean they got wise or knowing or enlightened from some other bullshit dimension . You have not navigated anywhere really… for that you need to be a shaman , REad Castaneda

  • @TheOceanBearer
    @TheOceanBearer Месяц назад

    What's with the Alvin & the Chipmunks filter? Also, a good song to listen to is "Hamburger Lady" by Throbbing Gristle.

  • @paulabutton6703
    @paulabutton6703 Месяц назад

    When you take DMT you have to let go completely

  • @bree8253
    @bree8253 Месяц назад

    Warrior , can I ask you a question? What couldn't you leave behind?

  • @paryaseo9036
    @paryaseo9036 Месяц назад

    Try listenin to Mooji ,it can help sooooo much